Okay so I have been doing the Discovery Health Body Challenge for 2 weeks. Have I lost any weight? Well okay so I lost the 7 lbs that I gained over Christmas. But have I lost any more? Nope. Am I at the gym sweating my ass off on the treadmill? Yes. The first week I only went 3 times because they said “start slow.” Okay so I started slow but this week I said “fuck it” and have been going every day. Am I losing any weight? NO. Are my muscles sore? Yes. Have I lost any inches? Not that I can see.
I’m working out an hour a day and eating right. I stopped the Adkins thing and went to low fat -low calories. I know that it is healthier but I was losing weight before when I was on low carb!!!!! SO I guess I am going to try to do something like a mix of low carb and low calorie and try to keep the fat under control as well. Damn seems like I might as well just take vitamins and eat celery! (Stop it! I would never really do that so don’t you dare send me an email about how you are worried that I am going to make myself sick!)
The truth behind my problems losing weight???
C H O C O L A T E
and candy. Yes, its true, I am an adult who LOVES candy. Why why why do I have to have a freaking sweet tooth?????????? Because God hates me, that’s why. No, I guess that’s a cop out and its really that I hate dieting and exercise.
Okay I am trying so get off my back! (talking to myself I think)
My promise to myself: just get through every day…..and go to the gym!
I need something. Maybe encouragement – maybe kudos – maybe a candy bar (okay maybe not). I need to believe that I can actually do it…..cause right now the scale is not my friend…..
Yeah, that’s right! I wrote a blog whining about me and pitying myself. WHAT???????!!?
(apparently being passive aggressive makes me feel better)